My life has been awfully boring...and yet so simple.. No worries, no stress, only being anxious.. Anxious to grow up, to have my dream job, to create a family of my own and be happy like my parents were... I actually miss those days.. Now, I am a 22 year-old college student, in my senior year and the past almost 3 years of my life have been weird, uncontrolably unstable, but mostly... difficult... My entire world came dawn crushing on me.. The true loss of a loved one, and a few months later the loss of another one, seeing my dream career will propably never come true, despite all the good-will and effort (and these only in the first 6 months), and struggling to come out of this ever since was.. heart-recking... Everything I hoped for, every dream I had for my life to be like.. all gone.. just like that...
Though I am yet so young, most of the time I feel so old, so tired.. It' not supposed to be like that... I' supposed to make plans for my life, and have fun and goof around.. to do everything a 22 year-old is ment to do...
Someone might say that what I've been through is nothing compared to their lifes and their problems... true... but this is my life and these are my problems... what every individual goes through can never be compared...
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